Yes it's true

I have a baby bump. Actually it may be fat but I looks cute so I'm going to call it a bump. I'm not going to lie it felt really good to get dressed up, do my hair, and put on some makeup. I don't know if you can tell or not but... The lip gloss I'm wearing is the new Shine Attract in Rose Pink from Avon. It is lip color surrounded by gloss. It went on very easily and stayed put and didn't dry out until I slugged down a large tea.

Better picture of the makeup. I'm also UBER happy about Mark's eye primer. Can you tell I sell Avon yet?
Today was a pretty good day. The only thing that sucked is my printer died and I had to hand write my phone number and Avon website on 100 brochures. My hand freakin' hurt. I got my orders delivered but didn't get any brochures out other than putting some at GameSwap. It got dark and I wasn't comfortable being a pregnant broken lady out walking after dark even with my mom following me in the car. I'm also a little terrified of the dark.

What do some of you ladies and gents do for extra income?

Some much needed cuteness.

See how quick I can make a mess? It only took me a minute to empty an entire cabinet.

Getting ready for his first haircut. Yes he is sly and he thinks he's pretty cute too.

Eating his hair.

Finally asleep and not on mommy. WooHoo! I love to hold him but he is a chunker butt and gets agonizingly heavy really quick. Can't say I would change any of it though.

Disappointing Husband

     I really hope my title isn't too misleading. I keep disappointing him, not the other way around. For instance tonight we were supposed to play Mario 3 on SNES. Didn't happen. Why? Because I need to get our printer fixed to work on some business stuff. The night before? I couldn't sleep so I stayed up and read the entire "The Art of Making a Baby" blog. THE ENTIRE THING. We try and talk about it and I say I will do better but it never seems to happen. Maybe I'm too selfish for him.
     All he wants to do is spend time with me. That's not a bad thing and we didn't really have this problem until we had W. I want to spend time with my husband I really really do but it seems like all I ever have time for is W, food, work, and sleep. I'm probably not managing my time too wisely. Being pregnant right now is not helping either. I sleep until noon unless W NEEDS his mommy.
     I did have another really good day today though. Until I got stuck on the floor and couldn't move my leg. Whoops. Hubby to the rescue though.
     It really is hard to be mad at this little guy for too long but we are going to have to start talking about this whole biting thing. I mean really look at this face.

     Mom's of little girls watch out. He's already a flirt too.

Amazing Day

     Today has been an AMAZING day. My back didn't hurt at ALL. If you know me you know how rare that is. It is so rare I haven't had a day when my back didn't hurt since before W was born. Yeah he's 13 months now so its been a while. 
     We were down on the floor crawling around following each other and "getting" each other. It was so much fun. He hasn't laughed that much with me since he first started laughing at mommies burps. 
     But the day wasn't without its incidents. He fell... Twice... In the span of about 2 minutes. The worst part? It was my fault... both times. We rent a townhouse and the kitchen floor is basically cement. It has some type of covering on it I just don't know what its called. It looks like tile but its not. Any way. It's hard. Really really hard.
     I was on my hands and knees chasing W and he was walking and he got really excited and face planted. So mommy holds him and hugs him and then notices a drop of blood on her arm. Oh shit mode happens and I look him over from head to toe. He split his lip. Once I find it he is acting fine and and happy so I put him down and we continue playing. I'll be damned if it didn't happen again. This time he face planted into the corner of the base board. The bleeding is much worse now and he hit his head this time. Hello Oh Shit mode I thought we were done for the day. 


     Long story short we got a cold wash cloth and he sucked on it for a bit and all was well. And mommy will never play with him like that in the kitchen again. EVER. 



     I hope tomorrow is just as amazing.
     On to the pregnancy. I'm finally 12 weeks and starting to get some energy back. WooHoo! It's weird this time around. With W I knew exactly how many weeks and days I was every single day. Now when I want to know I have to post on my mom board to find out from my ticker. Sad I know but its much different when you are trying to keep up with a 1 year old. I've seen the wee one twice on ultrasound and the last time you could see it's legs and arms moving like crazy. In about 8 weeks I get to find out the sex. I'm crossing my fingers for a girl but at the same time having a son has been so much fun.

Sick as Death

Ok, that is a bit of an exaggeration. It's actually just a cold, I think. But when you are in your first trimester of a pregnancy and chasing around a toddler a cold freaking sucks.

At least I managed to get out and pick up some pedialyte and my prenatal. Did I forget to mention that W is sick too? Yeah he has a stomach bug. It hasn't seemed to slow him down much. 
I love my life and can't be happier right now. 4 days until my little boy is 1. I can't wait. I will post pictures of his birthday party.

Am I the only one who has ever taken stupid pictures of their little one? We had been setting up the tree that day and my husband decided to do this. It was just too priceless to NOT take a picture. I can't wait to see what W has to say about it when I show it to his first real girlfriend.

Today was a bad day. I hurt really bad and was so sleepy. I'm so thankful for my husband for letting me sleep today. He's a trooper. Little man W was a monster, but a happy monster so that makes me happy. I just wish he would slow down a little bit. In 13 days he is going to have blessed my life for a full year. Where did the time go? I swear just yesterday he needed me to hold his head up for him. 

I think that is the hardest part. Feeling like you are becoming obsolete. He doesn't need me for everything anymore and I miss feeling needed. Now he is crawling almost walking. I almost want him to start walking soon so that he will slow down for a little bit. That mister is FAST on four limbs.

I know my first few posts have been downers but I really am genuinely happy. I just seem to be having a small affair with Debbie Downer syndrome. I'm sure it will pass soon.