Ok, that is a bit of an exaggeration. It's actually just a cold, I think. But when you are in your first trimester of a pregnancy and chasing around a toddler a cold freaking sucks.
At least I managed to get out and pick up some pedialyte and my prenatal. Did I forget to mention that W is sick too? Yeah he has a stomach bug. It hasn't seemed to slow him down much.
I love my life and can't be happier right now. 4 days until my little boy is 1. I can't wait. I will post pictures of his birthday party.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Today was a bad day. I hurt really bad and was so sleepy. I'm so thankful for my husband for letting me sleep today. He's a trooper. Little man W was a monster, but a happy monster so that makes me happy. I just wish he would slow down a little bit. In 13 days he is going to have blessed my life for a full year. Where did the time go? I swear just yesterday he needed me to hold his head up for him.
I think that is the hardest part. Feeling like you are becoming obsolete. He doesn't need me for everything anymore and I miss feeling needed. Now he is crawling almost walking. I almost want him to start walking soon so that he will slow down for a little bit. That mister is FAST on four limbs.I know my first few posts have been downers but I really am genuinely happy. I just seem to be having a small affair with Debbie Downer syndrome. I'm sure it will pass soon.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Right now I feel trapped. It feels like no matter what I do it is the wrong decision and I'm surrounded by plastic wrap. I'm 23 years old. A wife, mother, and daughter. I am also pregnant with my second child. I'm trying to make things work. I'm trying to find a job but it seems that no one wants to give me an interview.